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<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">10</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">月里的最后一天</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">发现自己无比郁闷</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">日子看去那么漫长</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">其实却那样得快</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">这几天很忙碌</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">想要去做些什么,又不知道自己该做什么或者在做什么,感觉没什么动力。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">早上骑了自行车埋着头,突然有人叫了我一声,很僵硬地笑了一下,“</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">Hi</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">然后朝校门口走了。看到他们在做宣传,本来我也应该去的,可是没有,我只是朝那里瞥了一眼,就匆匆离开了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 35pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">没有开机,早上的短信是到晚上才收到的,莫名其妙地回复,才发现看错了日期和时间。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 11pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5; mso-para-margin-left: 1.05gd; mso-layout-grid-align: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">下午没课,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">QQ</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">上了下线,我的一个朋友也在线,发来个消息“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">突然发现最近关心你少了点噶</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">,<span style="mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">貌似你最近心情不好啊<b>1 k( F, {; }' s& t8 s
</b></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">”发现以前他都不是用这种口气和我聊天的,现在觉得怪怪的,都不知道该说什么好。知道他也挺忙的,我和他说我辞职了,他说他知道,我又说我有点郁闷,他说他也知道,我还说上次受伤了,然后他又用那种正常的口气说:“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">要死类,你要再这样死啊快的诶,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00cc; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">不想死以后就给我注意着点,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">表再这么白痴了。”<b>, {1 c2 V }% w; ^+ B/ T
</b>然后就见他离开了。无语。 <p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 11pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-para-margin-left: 1.05gd; mso-layout-grid-align: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">我</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">知道每个人都在忙,每个人都要做自己的事情,每个人都需要安慰,每个人都外表坚强、内心脆弱。寂寞是有的,所以有机会和聊得来的朋友聊一下,是件快乐的事。有时候发觉在</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">OICQ</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">上比在现实中聊天要真诚很多,也少了好些尴尬。在别人的日志里甚至会惊奇地发现,原来每个人都那么真实、那么挣扎、那么无奈而让人心疼。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 11pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5; mso-para-margin-left: 1.05gd; mso-layout-grid-align: none;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">最近在想要不要读双专业,要不要考职业资格证,要不要做课题,要不要去考试,要不要、、、、、、不是什么都能做到,不是什么都有时间去做,不是什么都想做,不是什么去做了都有用处的。好累的。真的。但是自己花了时间一定还是会取得一些效果的。没人可以为我做决定,我该去做什么,只有我自己知道。作业挺多的,烦琐的,去图书馆查资料、上网查,打草稿,再打字、、、、、、我的原则是,要么不做,要做就做好。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 11pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5; mso-para-margin-left: 1.05gd; mso-layout-grid-align: none;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">重阳节那天发了条短信给爸爸,说祝他“老人节快乐”,总是嘿嘿哈哈地发短逗他。爸爸妈妈一向尊重和支持我的选择,也不会多加干涉,虽然经常唠唠叨叨的,但天下父母心,我理解的,我会一直很乖的,我会让他们开心的,也要让自己开心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt 11pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-para-margin-left: 1.05gd; mso-layout-grid-align: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">看了部老电影《肖申克的救赎》,真是部好电影,很感动。只是觉得有时候社会真是奇怪,被关押了的无期途形的犯人,前两次假释时很诚恳地说自己已经改过自新了,可是得到的仍然是无情的“</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">REJECT</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">”,第</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">3</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">次当他态度极不好地说“改过自新我根本不在乎”时,却意外地得到了批准,然而那时他已经被关了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">40</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年了。社会、人有的时候就是那么奇怪的,没有一点理由和给人解释的机会。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 42pt; mso-char-indent-count: 3.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">还有</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">2</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">个月就又要过了一年</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">发现每年的最后</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">2</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">个月总是会过得特别一点,尤其是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">月,会挺忙碌的。也许是接近末尾的原因吧。不知道今年的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">月会是什么样子的。眼看着冬天快要来了,天气渐渐变冷了,心情也跟着有些冷。希望大家都好好的,注意身体,不要着凉,不要感冒。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #cc00ff;"><p></p></span></p> |
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