羊男 发表于 2006-7-5 19:46:00

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><font color="#c4c43c" size="5">给某人</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"><font color="#c4c43c" size="5"></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">走的时候,你也不亲我一下。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 105pt; mso-char-indent-count: 10.0;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">-----------------</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">暗战。片子里刘德华对着刘青云说</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">签文说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">既不回头,何必不忘。既然无缘,何需誓言。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">今日种种,似水无痕。今夕明夕,君已陌路。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">幸福如露水短暂,幻觉破灭,清醒的疼痛。爱情走的时候,不是两个人伸出手就可以挽留。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">那么刻骨的遗憾。一个被坚持许久的玩笑。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">就这样把手倔强伸向记忆深处,忘却现实可以拥有的幸福。循环着痛苦。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">时光路口。留一个落寞虚空姿势。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">知道有如果,也许结局会不同。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">只是人生的公平和残酷,都在于没有岁月可回头。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">沉沉黑夜,烟头插满带暖色花纹布格的一次性杯子,杯底的水吸上来。在白皙的杯壁上留下浓郁的褐黄。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">她们销蚀我生命。安抚我冷寂。她们静默潜伏。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一切自然宏观</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">都是极佳借口。所谓偏爱</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">是我们宿命的缺口。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">终生摆脱不的,别以为终的停留</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">莲花中说,善生,你天生是个巨大的缺口</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">生命不过是一场漫无止境漂泊。我们又可以追求什么虚无。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">一切原来都如写在沙上的字,开在水里的花。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">风里的诺言和夜里的烟火,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">一场海市蜃楼。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">终究不该去承诺什么。或信取什么承诺。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我说。思想瞬息万变。我们定型的只是风向,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">亲亲我吧,亲爱的,我们离开时就该这样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">当我年迈的失去了梦想,就让这吻永伫我心上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">O</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">哭着说。你既然有喜欢的人。又为什么欺骗我。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我无法解释。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一些残像。米兰昆德拉说,像未掩盖妥当的尸身。隐隐作祟。子子。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">半年多没有再联系。甚至连自己忘了曾经的心潮汹涌。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">简单的一起自习聊天。然后浅淡,然后离开。不需要说再见。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">是一场绚烂绽放进而冷寂的烟火。却在久久以后。在不可能的境地。看到燃放后干燥的躯壳</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">某日。就业指导课。唯一一次去上,迟到冲进教室。无奈坐第一排。转身回望。不可置信地看到她坐在我身后。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">O</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">哭着说。你欺骗我感情。我说对不起。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">无法解释。而在形式上,我们远远站着。束缚太多。从未逾越。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">想起彼岸花的歌词。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">看见的熄灭了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">消失的记住了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我站在海角天涯</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">听见土壤萌芽</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">等待昙花再开</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">把芬芳留给年华</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">彼岸没有灯塔</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我依然张望着</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">天黑刷白了头发</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">紧握着我火把</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">他来我对自己说</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我不害怕我很爱他</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;ˎ̥,arial&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">人潮汹涌,深海的鱼偶遇穿行。我含笑穿行。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: ˎ̥,arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p>
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